So I wont start by boring you with all my previous failed :( diet attempts. Though I don't like to say failed, that is what they are! There are far too many and all I know is they are now in the past and I don't want to think about that anymore.
I woke up this morning feeling nothing but fat! Me and the hubs had a bit of a fall out and I felt pretty glum by the time he went to work and having no desire to cheer myself up I decided now was a good time to try on the jeans I knew wouldnt fit just to make sure I was as miserable as I could possibly be!
As predicted they didn't fit and I vowed to go on yet another diet saying in my head 'this time its for good' however we all know that at least 7 times a week I have the same thoughts and as soon as coffee and cake or lunch is meantioned I am off like a shot!
Since having my little boy I haven't returned to work and therefore spend a lot of my time in the house or out and about trying to entertain a toddler, which at times can be quite hard work! He has oodles of energy right from the time he gets up to the time he goes to bed! Why this has not resulted in me being at least a size 12 by now I will never know!!
So moving on from feeling a bit poopie this morning, I am sat here trying to imagine myself in a month or 2 trying on the jeans and them finally fitting and this diet not being another one the the big fat failed attempts.
If only you could buy willpower in a jar.
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